Shaved Head!!!

Male Portrait

nudes and eye

an example of overworked art

CONTEST :D

ANOTHER CONTEST THINGY

want your portrait drawn ? Send in a photo that best describes your individuality, and you shall be drawn!

the winner will be drawn, and will receive, i dunno, recognition! woooo

 Send your pic of individuality , and your pic of yourself to my email : amw7223@gmail.com

ALSO, i know one of you exists!!! you had better damn well send in your pic!

THE COUNTDOWN BEGINS

20 minuets after midnight i turn 18!!! 

Go on omegle.com and look for me under these categories : art, drawing, painting, satan, satanism 

Yay!!! fun

Hey ! i am long overdue for a post. Anyways my art has slowed down for the moment, and i have put some more focus on my studies.

Check out my abstract new blog :http://mamihlapinatapeimoment.blogspot.com/ 

An Apology

I am always apologizing , i'm always saying it; the two words burned into the back of my throat "I'm sorry".  It seems like i cant say it enough , yet its almost like they expect me to say it. Its not often enough that i come out and speak my mind, but i realized 

no one is listing

so i give up

                                                                        No apologies

                        Don't like what i have to say? Shut the fuck up and move on with your life.

                                    I'm done trying to get my point across to you meddling idiots

                                                            And you know who you are.

                            You with the  God complexes; needing to always be right and in control

                                               But that's OK ; argue with the angst ridden teen 

                                                      You obviously have nothing better to do

Sincerely yours, 

 Annie

Venetian Masque

Hospital scene

A long Overdue Post

red hair

SELF PORTRAIT

Hiatus

amw7223@gmail.com

Drawings

Flawed and irreplaceable

 Dear readers,

       I am permanently dropping the my self portrait project. I apologize, but i do not feel inspired to continue with it. Recently i lost a new friend, and it was my fault. I do not have the emotional energy now to just do self portraits, and i feel like i need to draw what makes me happy.

      I am flawed, and i am deeply sorry for those who have had to put up with me. I'm emotionally tired. I hope that person knows that, to me, that friendship was irreplaceable.

     And for the contest send in your pictures for submitting to my email which is already listed.

                                   Yours truly

                                                - Annie
  

FACE CONTEST!!!

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Email your photos for submition, i shall reply within 24 hours

amw7223@gmail.com

Disappearing

       I feel the need to disclose some feelings of mine. First of all, the shit i take from some people i shouldn't have to take, but I've remained silent about it.And now a little declaration of mine: I am not a whore, i don't want to be called a faggot, or bitch, or slut again and remain silent.

    I am not angry though.

    To whomever is reading this;

     I want to go away, and i want to disappear. I want to get a car and drive hundreds of miles away. I want to feel the ecstasy and the beauty the world has to offer. I am just afraid that its never going to happen for me. Yeah i get it, the world isn't completely orgasmic or happy like everyone wishes. I'm not naive, but i know that it has a whole lot of beauty to offer.

                      yours truley-

                              - Annie

P.s im going to start makeing all my posts videos! 

Tears

I know that feeling,

      My chest feels heavy

                 My lip quivers

                         Around my eyes become red and sensitive

                                  My eyes flash a bright and unique green 

                                                 I blush

                  I let my defenses down which may only be in front myself.

                                                                                                        I cry.

     I looked up the word tears in the online dictionary, the antonym (the opposite)  was listed as perfection. I looked up the "scientific reason" and it said; to communicate and to convey pain. It is important to cry,to relieve stress. Own your tears, for they are yours to have, you have the right to feel the feelings. Own them, because i will own mine with NO REGRETS  

In my Eyes

portrait #3

Inner self

The Vessel

Dear readers
 
                Words cannot express the disappointment i have in myself. For those who have put up with my flaws, i apologize. My hiatus of the self portraits ends today.

              The picture i'm posting is entitled The vessel of life.

                
                                                                          Sincerely yours, Annie