Flawed and irreplaceable

 Dear readers,

       I am permanently dropping the my self portrait project. I apologize, but i do not feel inspired to continue with it. Recently i lost a new friend, and it was my fault. I do not have the emotional energy now to just do self portraits, and i feel like i need to draw what makes me happy.

      I am flawed, and i am deeply sorry for those who have had to put up with me. I'm emotionally tired. I hope that person knows that, to me, that friendship was irreplaceable.

     And for the contest send in your pictures for submitting to my email which is already listed.

                                   Yours truly

                                                - Annie
  

FACE CONTEST!!!

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Email your photos for submition, i shall reply within 24 hours

amw7223@gmail.com

Disappearing

       I feel the need to disclose some feelings of mine. First of all, the shit i take from some people i shouldn't have to take, but I've remained silent about it.And now a little declaration of mine: I am not a whore, i don't want to be called a faggot, or bitch, or slut again and remain silent.

    I am not angry though.

    To whomever is reading this;

     I want to go away, and i want to disappear. I want to get a car and drive hundreds of miles away. I want to feel the ecstasy and the beauty the world has to offer. I am just afraid that its never going to happen for me. Yeah i get it, the world isn't completely orgasmic or happy like everyone wishes. I'm not naive, but i know that it has a whole lot of beauty to offer.

                      yours truley-

                              - Annie

P.s im going to start makeing all my posts videos! 

Tears

I know that feeling,

      My chest feels heavy

                 My lip quivers

                         Around my eyes become red and sensitive

                                  My eyes flash a bright and unique green 

                                                 I blush

                  I let my defenses down which may only be in front myself.

                                                                                                        I cry.

     I looked up the word tears in the online dictionary, the antonym (the opposite)  was listed as perfection. I looked up the "scientific reason" and it said; to communicate and to convey pain. It is important to cry,to relieve stress. Own your tears, for they are yours to have, you have the right to feel the feelings. Own them, because i will own mine with NO REGRETS  

In my Eyes

portrait #3

Inner self

The Vessel

Dear readers
 
                Words cannot express the disappointment i have in myself. For those who have put up with my flaws, i apologize. My hiatus of the self portraits ends today.

              The picture i'm posting is entitled The vessel of life.

                
                                                                          Sincerely yours, Annie

Fun on omegle

To all the single laidies. If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it. NOW PUT YOUR HANDS UP

Me, and Drawing of Saint Sebastian

Jack the Ripper

Jack the Ripper

    This post is dedicated to the lovely Jack the Ripper... you know who you are. I messed up and the image didn't work so heres Johnny Depp




   Im sorry Jack, but i will draw up something for you and post it by midnight ... my midnight....pacific time...

Trip

I owe whomever reads this an apology,

    I have put my project on a week long hiatus but will be running up again with self portraits on monday. I have been on a trip and away from pencil and paper for a long time... also known as a week. So i apologize.
    On Monday i start up my training regimen for jujitsu, specifically for a tournement in February that  have indeed missed twice. I guess you can also expect some pictures of my friends and i from the class. :)

   
  I have another contest which will be announced  on August 20th !! so check on up then!

  As for the music contest entries will be open till the 21st.

Your word of the day is:vicinage the region near or about a place;
Read more at http://dictionary.reference.com/#dwMGlmv14drT973I.99

TRIP and the TRILL

     Hello, whomever happens to read this blog! I am on a family trip in Leavenworth , Washington, which is basically a mixed faux European town. Although i am enjoying the time away from home i have grown restless because of remaining dormant in the hotel room.

                     So in lieu of my boredom and complaining here is a picture i drew a while back i named ; Tartinis Terror 

Tartini composed the Devils Trill, and it was said that the devil came to him in a dream and played the trill to him as he lay parylized in his bed. He then awoke and wrote the chilling trill.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7rxl5KsPjs

When you listen to the song the really chilling part is at EXACTLY 4 minuets in

CONTEST, I want your music for my blog!!!

I want you to send in your own music! There will be a prize! As for the criteria of the music; i would prefer a blues, or even swing sound. But send in anything and it will be thoroughly considered.

    

The Prize? 

Free advertisement! and A screen printed t-shirt of your logo for you and 5 of your friends!A shoutout for everyone who participates

How do I enter?amw7223@gmail.com

1. Send me a link to my Email: amw7223@gmail.com, or post a comment on my blog with the link attached
2.Wait for your reply back within 24 hours (I promise there will be one)
3. At the end of the contest you will be notified on the blog and your email if you won.