More nudes

Tomorrow i start my first day of summer school at Newmarket. I'm slightly nervous, but we shall see how it goes. I'm a bit afraid that i'm going to be criticized as an uptight prude.


Anyways, tonight to cure my nervousness im going to read Anne Rice books, and watch old romance movies and laugh becuase they all die in the end.


After that i will watch Jane Eyre and cry like a wuss.


Then i will look at the clock, realize it 2:00 am


i will ignore the fact i have to sleep and look for nude references to draw


I will find many, but i will not like them, as they are not unique


i'll probably pretend to be a guy, and then realize if i was a guy, i wouldn't be macho at all
....see Jared Leto is laughing at my non manly-ness


Then i will cry myself to sleep

Keep the Memories

     God, what an agnsty time of my life! I want to touch base on a subject that i really just want to express my opinion on. We all go through hard times and sometimes we wish we could lose the some of the worst memories that we have had. But to my understanding its every experience, even the bad ones, that make us who we are, and as long as i can i'm going to hold on to every memory that makes me and individual, even if it hurts me. I am never going to tell myself that I should forget anything, and as long as my mentality will allow me; i will own every single one. Even if the memory comes with feelings of regret and sadness, anger, or happiness , I WILL own them.
 

Westboro Bullshit

 

 Dear Readers,
 
             On the 5th of June at 7:15 in the morning (pacific time) i will be attending a counter protest at Olympia Highschool. I am not there to counter protest however, i am there to support my peers and friends who are ; gay, trans, bi , lesbian, ect. And i will act as a witness to the vulgarity, and hipocracy of the Westboro Baptist church. People from our community, and especially homosexuals have been the targets of hate and un-kindness through picket signs and bad song parodies. Although it is slightly amusing how ignorant they are, they have truly sickened me, but instead of fighting fire with fire im going to try a diffrent approach.


My list of Anti westboro must-dos;

1. show lots of skin;wear a belly shirt and low rise jeans or shorts. (Against their rule of not showing; boobs, butts, or backs)

2. Cuddle or kiss same sex friends ( only if your comfortable)

3. chant / dance with friends. ( it gets them to leave sometimes)

4. sit and meditate ( they hate the peace of a calm mind)

5. eat a bucket of popcorn and watch them like a movie.

6. have a picnic with friends

7. take a nap ( make sure your with someone you trust to keep you safe)

8. Take your leave and wave goodbye

9. dont forget to smile!