Tomorrow i start my first day of summer school at Newmarket. I'm slightly nervous, but we shall see how it goes. I'm a bit afraid that i'm going to be criticized as an uptight prude.


Anyways, tonight to cure my nervousness im going to read Anne Rice books, and watch old romance movies and laugh becuase they all die in the end.


After that i will watch Jane Eyre and cry like a wuss.


Then i will look at the clock, realize it 2:00 am


i will ignore the fact i have to sleep and look for nude references to draw


I will find many, but i will not like them, as they are not unique


i'll probably pretend to be a guy, and then realize if i was a guy, i wouldn't be macho at all
....see Jared Leto is laughing at my non manly-ness


Then i will cry myself to sleep